Reflecting upon 2013 I have to admit that it hasn't been the best of years. It started with high hopes & expectations & ended with deaths & a rather unhealthy dose of betrayal from close ones...& believe me - I have a hard enough time trusting people, so this year's events definitely helped fuel that fire. So here I am at the very end of the year, realizing that I just don't let people in anymore. It's like they're getting a sneak peak of the preview, but are banned for ever getting to watch the entire movie. Do I like the privacy it creates? Or do it make me more detached & entangled in my own misanthropic world view? What has it all taught me? If anything at all it's probably shined a light on how highly I value loyalty & integrity...& I know it's quite the paradox with me sharing all this stuff here & at the same time feeling the need of opening more up, but it's true. Cause even with all my dinky medical issues & me seemingly wallowing in pain 24/7 because of it, I do lead quite the blessed life. But I don't seem to give it the recognition it deserves. Hmm... 
I actually think that I'll be making that my only New Year's resolution in 2014; To give recognition to all the positive blessings in my life. No matter how small or quaint they might be, they do deserve some attention. HaHa I just caught myself doing this:
...when I read what I had wrote. :P HaHaHa!

Aaanyway, do you have any resolutions for the coming year? ;)

"We spend January 1 walking through our lives, room by room, drawing up a list of work to be done, cracks to be patched.  Maybe this year, to balance the list, we ought to walk through the rooms of our lives... not looking for flaws, but for potential." ~Ellen Goodman.


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