It's been a while since I've written now. My life's like a carny these days. Kinda been crazy with it's ups & downs. Surrounded by clowns, lion tamers, bearded ladies & trapeze artists swinging above, while daredevils jumps gracefully through burning hoops in the center of the ring. It's like I'm on the bleachers watching it all spinning fast around me. Might have a bit to do with my vertigo kicking in again though. *lol* ;) So when I tilt my head to the right & sit quite still, the carousel slows down for a while & let me enjoy the madness, or as it turns out - a bit of normalcy. Siamese twins turns into one good friend & the strong man with the huge mustache turns out to be my teenage son with some blond strains of hair on his upper lip. :P
This carousel ride I'm on is truly noooo fun. :) Fingers crossed that I never have to get on that ride again. Knowing that my great grandmother, grandmother & mother struggled with it I'm very glad they've figured a way to treat it. Would be unbearable having to go through life with this stepping out of the shadows from time to time. It's been a true blessing not having to struggle with it for all these months. :) So going to get treated at the doctor's again. Something to look forward to... <3
BTW summer is just around the corner. It's incredible warm outside, blue skies & cotton candy clouds...nature's on its absolute best behavior. :) Savour it all will ya? ;)
In the depth of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer. ~Albert Camus.