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Summer's here

Been writing a whole lot this past month... But some of it was written while I were in the deep end of my emotional cesspool. Sooo I decided not to put it out here & ended up with this instead:
So, our National day came & went. As did the cold weather. It's already June & summer seem to be blessing us with some amazing weather. I probably should be outside enjoying it all...but to be honest, this whole house hunting thing I'm doing is all consuming. It feels like I'm balancing on the edge of sanity at times. Cause one part of me truly don't want to live here & might be sabotaging the whole project on some subconscious level...& the other part is constantly trawling the real estate market for a place suitable for our needs. So basically my actions are moving towards a future catering to my son's current educational needs & my thoughts are set on a whole different life for us. Parallel this I'm planning somewhat of a "career change". Whether or not that's a sustainable one, I'll figure out in a meeting next week. But if it's feasible I'll have a lot more control over my own days & it'll be much easier to counter in my fluctuating health. No deadlines means no stress, no stress means a healthy mind & body...I need that. :) While I'm on the topic of health: Tomorrow I'm starting my medical assessment. Hope they'll figure out what's wrong with me, cause I'm tired of being like this. It's completely draining...& I just need to know what I'm up against, so I can fix it. :) 
Well, it's almost midnight here, so have to get some sleep. Wish me luck tomorrow! I'll sure need it. ;)
~Linn.

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